New Year, New Life

So I've never really blogged before, I've never been able to keep a journal to save my life and I'm horrible with forming habits, but this is something I really want to do. Like pretty much every girl out there, I've always wanted to make changes to my body, but I'm lazy and unmotivated. I've always been bigger than the other girls. I eat healthy and I'm fairly active. I'm certainly not obese and I know I'm pretty, so I never really understood why I always felt, to put it plainly, inadequate. I've always known that what the rest of the world thinks of me doesn't matter, so I couldn't force myself to make changes even though I was clearly unhappy with something regarding my weight. Recently however, I have figured it out. I don't have a problem with me exactly. I have a problem with buying clothes. I love clothes, vintage clothes, modern clothes. I love dressing uniquely. But when you are a size 18 its really hard to find cute, cheap clothes that look right and last. So I figured dressing the way I want and being comfortable going to the stores I like is a good enough reason to make changes. I'm starting this blog so my friends, family and the general public can keep me accountable. I'm not worrying about my actual weight or any particular size. I'm just going to work til I get to comfortable point. I'll be posting how I'm doing at least once a week, probably more. I'll also be posting cute outfits and clothes that I want to eventually get into because that's my jump starting reason anyway. I hope that by the end of this year I'll find myself renewed and ready to start next year.