So this has really been alot harder than I thought it would be. At first working out was fun and easy to just get up and do. All I needed was to think of that retro bathing suit or that awesome size 12 dress, but now I just get more discouraged than anything. Its not like I haven't seen progress. I know I've lost at least five pounds, but it's just going so slowly. I don't think I'll be a size 14 by my friends wedding. Nothing seems to make me feel pretty any more. Even if I do my hair, put on make up and wear the prettiest thing I own, it just feels like an unpretty girl living a lie. I feel really just down lately, it's been hard to even get myself out of bed, let alone work out. The hubby's gone all the time and all of my friends are far away. I just feel really alone. I'm not really sure what to do to get me out of the dumps. I would ask for help, but it's not like anyone ever actually reads this thing. I don't even know why I do it. Why do I do anything any more? Oh well. Here's a cute outfit I probably wont ever be able to pull off.
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